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(o: [23 Jan 2006|06:07am] [ mood | excited ] iTS MY BiRTHDAY AND iM ACTUALLY HAPPY. HOPE iTS A GOOD DAY. 1 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

[21 Jan 2006|05:49pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Hotel California - The eagles ] Im actually pretty happy. My birthday is in 2 days and last night my parents gave me my black video ipod which my dad said he couldnt get till after my birthday. I love my parents. Well that made it really feel like my birthday is coming up. I dont think im doing anything. I my mommy is cooking me dinner and getting me a cake ( i hopee ) but I cant complain. And im pretty sure my boyfriend will be there so im a pretty happy camper. Lets hope its a good day on mondayy (o: WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

[17 Jan 2006|11:36pm] [ mood | sad ] Well my birthday is in 5 days. Im really not that excited because its not like im doing anything for it and i really dont think many people will even remember. I took the countdown off my profile because I wanna see who will actually remember. I dont know. I guess im just saying all this because im in one of those moods. Sorry that im complaining if your actually reading this. And don't bother to ask me whats wrong because I wish I knew. I got a 65 on my math midterm which i actually studied hard for. This really sucks. Im gunna go try to go to sleep. Two hour delay tomorrow but I bet ill wake up at 6 anyways. Good night. 2 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

[15 Jan 2006|07:11pm] [ mood | loved ] i HONESTLY HAVE THE MOST AMAZiNG BOYFRiEND iN THE ENTiRE WORLD. i KNOW YOU CAN'T HELP BUT BE JEALOUSS (o; OH YEAHH AND MY BiRTHDAY iS iN 8 DAYS (o: WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

The worst feeling in the world... [11 Jan 2006|07:16pm] [ mood | Extremely upset ] I hate being really upset and having no one to turn to. But then when you least expect it your mom comes down and you explain why your crying because she makes you and she says its will get better, I promise. Well I think im okay now but ill leave you with this quote... Be nice to everyone you meet; there fighting a battle that you know nothing about. 2 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

[09 Jan 2006|03:18pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | CRASH AND BURN - SAVAGE GARDEN ] When you feel all alone And the world has turned it's back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild, wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't Take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one-way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face the day Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone Because there has always been heartache and pain And when it's over you'll breathe again You'll breathe again When you feel all alone And the world has turned it's back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild, wild heart Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

Only the future holds the truth. [07 Jan 2006|08:53pm] [ mood | thinking too hard ] [ music | ill be there - Jackson 5 ] He is absolutely perfect in everyway and he even tells me he loves me. Now lets just see how long he can deal with me because it doesn't seem like people can deal with me forever like they say they can. 2 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

<3 [05 Jan 2006|10:24pm] [ mood | loved ] i HAVE THE BEST BOYFRiEND iN THE WHOLE WORLD ; BE JEALOUS! i LOVE YOU SOO MUCH DEREK (o; 1 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

Its been a while. [05 Jan 2006|03:57pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | I'm a hustler - Cassidy ] I miss livejournal, so im gunna start writing again. Yeah this one is really, really old and i know i had a newer one but I don't know the password anymore. So I was just looking through old entrys, and my life has changed soo much since last time i wrote in this. Im not gunna bother deleting them so just ignore them. Me and John aren't going out anymore, which is okay because I have Derek and I love him. Things are okay. My birthday is in 18 days. Im gunna be 17 but that doesn't mean much because the only thing that changes is that I can get into a rater R movie but I already can. And I should have my license by June, I just have to take drivers ed first. I have a job, Averill Park Rec office. Its really easy so its all good. Well I actually gotta get ready for work now. Maybe i'll write again when I get home from work if i'm not too tired. Laterr guys (o; Maria WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

Please do so... [03 May 2004|09:23pm] _summer_nites_ Comment on it to be added<3 2 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

[03 May 2004|09:17pm] New journal Comment if you want it// Or would like to be added<3 1 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

[03 May 2004|02:42pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Let it burn - usher / mtv ] And yet it feels like being in a crowded room and sreaming at the top of your lungs and yet no one even looks at you. And hurts to be sitting around a bunch of people and no one is talking to you. Being alone sucks. Hung out with John all weekend which made me happy. (= But i miss him already which sucks. =( Comment? 13 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

[29 Apr 2004|09:11pm] Well tomorrow is friday =). Gurr i have so much to say but no time to say it say. I just feel so out of place sometime. Leave um a comment it you um wish? 4 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

Holler to friday' [27 Apr 2004|08:51pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Tipsy - J kwon ] Friday is gunna be awesome-- PURE FUN' Holler to that John, steve, and kaitlin CANT WAIT! Now off to clean my room even tho its only tuesday bc// 'Hopefully dunkin wit kaitlin tomorrow then the OC 'walk wit rikki on thursday 'And friday the party starts<33 I love you so much John (= 32 days = no more school 1 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

[20 Apr 2004|02:25pm] Being lied to sucks 3 sAy No, YoUlL aLwAyS hAvE hIm ♥ WiLl I eVeR bE aLoNe?

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